I’ve noticed that I am always totally empty after drawing. I can spend hours meditating over the paper and watching how the lines are making a portrait.
Every time I draw a portrait of some creature ( I rarely draw people ) I feel sort of warmth towards the picture. It takes all of my negative emotions so after drawing I also feel more alive than before it. I guess, some godly powers are hugging my weak soul every time I draw.
Drawing meditation helps me stay alive.